Your vision will become clear only when you look into your heart. Who looks outside, dreams. Who looks inside, awakens.
Saturday, February 11, 2006,5:14 PM
And Life Continues...
Hey everyone. Well I'm in Oklahoma now. Yeah...I've been here for a while. We just got our internet here at Grandma's house. I'm so glad too! *smiles* Momma is making dinner in the other room. Matthew is on the PC. Grandma is watching TV. Daddy is at his second day of work. And I'm sitting here writting on my blog.
I'm not so sure what to say. My mind has been drawing nothing but blanks since Tuesday.
I guess right now i'm still just so dazed. Kind of stuck in a bubble, while everything else around me continues to go on. There was a chance that Colby got things right with God. It turns out that the driver tried to revive him. So in those few moments he could have asked the lord to forgive him. So that gives me somewhat relief. even though I really don't want him to be gone.
His funeral was yesterday Afternoon.
I'm trying to go on with life... But its hard. It will all go back to normal here soon. Around the time he died Tuesday... I was in here on the PC listening to worship music, just praising the Lord. Really enjoying spending time with him. It was great. I guess everytime something goes good for us something bad always happens. I know that seems kind of awkward but I've almost talked myself into it being true.
I don't know.


Well... Momma needs me to come and help her out with dinner.

And so therefore, Life Contintues...

~Denise~
 
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